Thursday, April 5, 2012

Back at Square One

"You're so perfect and special and amazing and cool and awesome!"



Sorry kiddos for being MIA for so long. I got really sick and then I had to travel for work, so basically, life took over and kicked my ass for a bit. Now I'm back and shit do I have a lot to say.

Since its Thursday I need to update you all on my "progress." Well.... I'm back at square one. I ate like shit and haven't exercised for over 2 weeks. No progress here. And as far as being stupid goes, well I'm still a dunce. I haven't learned Spanish yet and I'm still being a complete idiot with boys. I also have some yummy food stuff to write about, but I will save that for tomorrow's blog. Today, I'll tell you why I'm stupid again.

So somehow I find myself having a boyfriend all of the sudden. He pulled some magic ninja ass shit on me and now I think I'm totally in a relationship. This is all a little disturbing to me since I really don't want to have a boyfriend right now. I just want someone cool to take me out to dinner twice a month. I'm not sure what label that is, but whatever it is, that's what I want. What I don't want is eating cheesy broccoli rice and left over meatloaf in sweat pants while blogging and sitting besides someone watching Sports Center. That is LITERALLY happening at this very moment. I kinda hate myself.

Let's call new guy "J." I met J at a bar on St.Patty's Day. We were both squished up against a wall while trying to make it through a crowded bar, made eye contact and start laughing at the ridiculousness of our situation. We started talking and I really liked him and we ended up making out and he got my number (TMI for my sisters, sorry). After that night, he called me several times and we've been out to 3 really nice dinners, one breakfast, and we've cooked together twice. I still really like him. He's totally easy to get along with, super cute, tall, fun....but he's 25 and he also might like me a little too much. Homie calls a lot.....a LOT. He also has already been texting me that he misses me when I leave town for work. And today, I find myself eating leftovers and acting so coupley that I don't even know what to do with myself. I totally blame myself. I should know by now that I don't enjoy being smothered. I should have said I was busy or something but he always asks to hang out at times that I'm taken off guard and actually think its a good idea. Example: he shows up at my house with a bouquet of flowers and take out since he thought I would be tired after traveling for work. At that moment, he kicked ass! Then, as I am munching on Chinese noodles, he asks if he can come over the next night. Since my belly was full of chow mein and I had a bouquet I greedily shook my head yes! At that moment I couldn't think of anything better than seeing him again. Then I went to work today, had a full day of crazy ass clients and wanted nothing more but to eat leftover meatloaf in my sweat pants, fart the night away, and paint my nails while watching Game of Thrones. Ya....that's not happening tonight. Instead I'm spending the evening with someone cute who finds me amazing although he might be a little needy. We shall see if the crazy shit will hit the fan. Not sure if it will be him or me at this point. Signing off till then!

PishPosh

7 comments:

  1. I think you will bring the crazy shit first. Just saying....;)

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    1. Yes...most likely I will bring the crazy first. I hate people invading my space. Ms.G needs a lot of alone time.

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  2. Why not just relax and enjoy? If you stay in control of the situation, it could be fun. And, if he likes you in your sweats eating leftovers...really? REALLY? Come on, who knows, maybe something good will come of it.

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    1. Haha! Touche Cindy! Its true. Why am I griping about someone who finds me wonderful and is actually a thoughtful person? My crazy girl behavior is kicking in. There is no drama so apparently I am creating it! ;)

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  3. Well I'm going to say that you said he might be a little needy four times. If I have learned anything it is to ALWAYS trust my instincts. If you are feeling like you are letting your boundaries down too soon THEN YOU ARE. And that can be disastrous early in the relationship because it's hard to put them back up later.

    I could just be projecting of course, but I nullify my boundaries because I like the attention and want him to like me and don't want to push him away. But then I end up with a guy who has zero respect for my boundaries. You've only been dating for like 3 weeks. If you felt like "farting the night away" (love that!) you should feel comfortable enough to say "hey J, I'm not feeling hanging out tonight. I think I'm going to do my own thing."

    That way he gets that you have boundaries and you feel that you are in control of you. Otherwise he will walk over your boundaries without even knowing that it bothers you and you'll feel resentful.

    BUT that's cute that you met someone you like and you guys are hanging out :) Feel free to disagree with anything I said and I CAN'T WAIT for your foodie post!!! :)

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    1. Normally I would agree with you. I don't mind telling someone, "hey, I need alone time." But on this occasion, he waited for four hours at his friends house until I got off work so he could see me. I would feel like a huge bitch to cancel then. I need to be proactive and tell him once a week is just fine. We don't need to see each other more than that.

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  4. He sounds sweet though! So that's fun. He obviously has good taste in women! How were your travels?

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